July 30, 2008

it hurt so good~!


The trip back to KL from Lumut... people are tired and all.. so there was no singing along to the guitar tune like the trip to Lumut.

i'm tired and i have lost of the passion for writing and the passion to live... this blog is dying even before it was reborn... nothing knocked the wind out of you like a broken heart....

how am i to chase when there is no end in sight... i cannot be chasing a shadow... it is fruitless... how can i accept defeat when my heart is so stubborn... even when defeat is the only choice left... i want to change .. i want to be positive.. i want to show her that i can... i guess i will always be the substitute people...