courage (or lack of there of)

the ability to step up and take the responsibility
to swallows one pride and face the music
to be able to smile at the face of horror
to muster enough will power to achieve one's goal
to take owner ship of a doomed situation and turn it around
to dare to fail even when very little seems to make sense
to take oneself to the next level...

ahh who am i kidding
i dont have enough courage to do any of this!!!

"with all of this i know now, that nothing i do changes me at all"

9 to 5 pace!!!!!!!

Okay i have to admit this... i have been very lazy for the past 5 month or so... apart from doing my work at the office and the weekly futsal game.. i have done pretty much nothing... something has got to change...

*sorry for those who have tagged me... i am super lazy to do it... i need a kick on the backside to get me going again...

Gives you hell -- all american rejects

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far
You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you even know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Yeah, Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in the eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell

If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song and sing along, oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well, Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
And when you sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

**I just cant get this song out of my head...