Entah dari maner, aku pun tak berape sure.. tetiba aku di tegur oleh team lead dalam meeting " Aboo, there's an open position in puredisk. Are you interested ??" .. erk what? terkedu aku sekejap... aper aku nak jawap... memang minat pun actually.. tapi ye lah i got no experience with the application... training lain... real life environment lain... "erm .. yeah sure, i'd consider it"... jawap aku dengan suara yg jelas tak yakin... " think about it and let me know by Monday OK?"... adus, camner yer...
Well itu mase hari khamis lepas... now is Monday and i have given my decision to the team lead... yes i am interested.... Well itu sebelum another email masuk aku punyer inbox... mak aih resposibility list dier sket nyer banyak.. huhu... takut la plak.. kang tak perform sia - sia ajer kena fired.... bukan sajer setakat masuk team baru with new tools to learn and new environment to managed... aku di suruh lead the team as well... erk.. me ? lead? ... huhu i'm no leader... i'm a follower.. although frankly speaking... this is the opportunity i have been waiting for... cuma now biler dah dtg depan mata.. gua cam goyang plak... boleh ker aku buat mende nie?... sanggup ker aku di call every time ade issue? or masuk meeting @ wee hours... ? aku sendiri pun tak tau... tapi aku mmg nak masuk puredisk team... something new and exciting... even the underlying technology is new too... tapi bende baru selalu nyer agak sukar sket.. the learning curve is steep...
this is boring
i'm outta here
"It's okay to have scars, they will make you who you are" -- christmas TV by slow club
4 comments:
whats a puredisk team??
Puredisk is a de-duplication engine for Netbackup.. both are backup application tools from Symantec (the makers of norton anti-virus) for enterprise system... So if i take the job.. i will be doing support for the application lah... right now i'm supporting EMC products.
Good call accepting the job. Look at it this way, the steeper the learning curve, the more you learn. The fact that the team lead offered the job to you means that he has faith in you and your abilities. Now it's up to you to have faith yourself.
You go Abu!
p/s you know I always have faith in you kan?
your personal cheerleader (I even have the outfit and pompoms if you want me in costume. Ha ha)
haha... thanks Aida...
it meant a lot :D
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