My melodramatic romance

Semalam aku tertewas...
perlukah aku elaborate further...
tak perlu rasanya.. korang boleh buat any assumptions yang korang rasa patut...
aku bukan nyer bintang pun...
kesilapan aku walau sehalus maner pun takkan terpapar di muka hadapan akhbar2 yang dah mmg penuh dengan dusta politik yang ntah hape hape ntah...

semalam aku jatuh di kancah...
buat aper aku berpusing2 berfikir tentang bende yang dah lepas ??

aku rasa hari hari yang mendatang semakin kelam... bukan nyer aku cuba untuk terus pesimis tapi it comes like a second nature to me... mampu ker aku terus berlakon "that i care" sedangkan aku mmg dah hilang minat dengan kerja aku... I'm doing this just to foot the bills... kalau lah aku dah takde komitmen confirm aku berhenti keje... better to received smaller income doing what you like that receiving a larger income doing something you hate... if the world does not revolve around money... you wont catch me doing what I do now... but heck we all know that the world is not going to be the same without money... so with the commitment yang aku dah tanda tangan.. aku terpakse terus kan ngan buat keje nie... cam bagus tapi actually keje hampeh... I rather be out in the jungle cataloging flora and fauna than being in this concrete jungle sitting in front of a laptop trying to find out how to actually do a follow up to a meeting that was help more than 2 weeks ago???... I hate doing administrative stuff... I was not made to lead... never was.. never will... corporate ladder will makes you do things you'll regret....

Ok lah that was my being sick for the last 2 weeks rant....
sungguh tak besh dok kat hospital... my first time plak tuh

so anyway... sorry to bore you people with this
aku seorang yang suka komplain tapi ter pernah pulak nak selesaikan satu masalah tu..
kerana aku seorang procrastinator