Pantun jiwang kot...

Akar tanjung pagar selasih,
Balung kulit berisi serai;
Alangkah teruk menanggung kasih,
Tak kerana kulit tulang bercerai.

Kelip-kelip kusangka api,
Kalau api mana sumbunya?
Hilang ghaib kusangka mati,
Kalau mati mana kuburnya?

Kalau memerah limau kasturi,
Sebelum diperah buanglah bijinya;
Harta habis boleh dicari,
Patah hati apakah ubatnya.

Padang Panjang dilingkar bukit,
Bukit dilingkar kayu jati;
Kasih sayang bukan sedikit,
Dari mulut sampai ke hati.

Orang Acheh pulang ke Acheh,
Mengail kurau dapat senangin;
Bukan mudah kita berkasih,
Laksana wau melawan angin.

jauh lamunan ditampung siku,
tatapan mata jauh di ufuk,
sekali kau senyum aku terpaku,
sekali kau merajuk akan ku pujuk

*dicopy and paste dari sumber2 yang di suggest oleh google, kecuali satu sahaja yang ditulis sendiri

To get her... to forget her and and to accept that reality is not what it used to be

Dearest you,

This might not be the last time I decided to give up on pursuing you, but it sure feel like one. It is not that I have stop liking you, I really does not believe that is even possible. It is just I'm tired of waiting for my chance. I have waited for a long time without ever being given a chance. I would continue to wait if is does not affect my mental health but it does. I find it hard to concentrate on other stuff such as work and friends and I'm beginning to slowly fade away into oblivion. So this is to let you know that I no longer plan to wait. I'm hoping to move on. This chapter have been awesome for the most part, you have been the most tremendous almost girlfriend I ever had.

So I bid you adieu, may you find what you seek.


P/S:- If or when you decide that you might finally give me chance, please do let me know... for I am a loser who would actually turn back on my decision and not learn anything at all from all of this.

"I'm maybe ugly, but they sure love to stare"

Regards,
Almost (doesn't count)

Cukup la tu kot...

Penat dah nak tunggu... so yang ni kira last lah... letih la aku tunggu... asyik2 kau balik kat dier jugak... cukup la tu ek... bukan nyer aku dah tak suke... tapi aku dah tak sanggup... sampai biler la nak aku tunggu... sedang kau tak pernah nak beri peluang... takpe biar sakit sekarang... at least sekarang aku dah tau hati kau camner... we were good together... it just.. you were never interest on anything more than just a platonic relationship... and I am... so cukup la usaha aku selama nie... bukan tak mau kawan... tapi it wont be fair to both of us... how do you expect me to be friends when i secretly hopes that you would ditched him for me... how can we be friends when every time we were together... I'm hoping to his place in your heart... hati aku tu ko simpan lah... nanti aku dah ready nak terjebak balik dalam kancah orang berchenta nie aku datang kat hang amik balik naaa....

dah almost 17 hours tak isap rokok... mintak2 boleh terus berenti lah... patut time kecewa2 nie la banyak merokok tapi batuk aku dah makin teruk... silap2 boleh mati nie kot.. ewah2 berdrama queen lah plak... so anyway... wish me luck... i'm trying my best to quit...

"good bye my almost lover"