As the clock ticks towards 12AM on a rather serene and quiet Monday night, I was at my mom's place watching TV... although not paying enough attention to actually understand what it is all about... the movie was aptly called "New year's eve"... the trailer/promo intrigued me to actually remember the premiere date and time but the actual movie was a bit lame thus making me turned my attention more towards the game that I was playing on my mother's Galaxy Tab instead...
And I did try hard to remember what did I do for last year's new year's eve... I actually can't remember at all... Where was I last year ? not just the new year's eve but the whole of last year... Did I do anything that I set out to do ? I honestly cannot answer that question... I can't even remember what did I set out to do... All I remember was 2012 was a year of disappointment and renewed hope... especially towards the end where I risked a lot of stuff in the name of trying to foster a better relation and trying to change the status of a relationship... I failed miserably but I am not too disappointed.. hey at least i tried... and I'm not done trying yet... you and me is far from over, love... not even close... my chances are slim... almost none existence... but I rather get burn than feel nothing...
So while trying to remember what did I do for last year's new year eve and chatting to a girl on whatsapp... I realize what I wanted to do this year... apart from trying to do the usual lose some weight and quit smoking...
2013 is going to be about trying (harder), I should not give up too soon or be offended by the slightest of taunts... or taking things too seriously or be too disappointed when things do not go my way... life is too short to be taken too seriously anyway... and i need to save some money... i need a new laptop... a camera but that is not too urgent... a tab (not ipad please... i hate apple products) but that's not too urgent too... the laptop is urgent... my current laptop is dying... the one that the company gave has too many stringent security protocol (though I ignore it most of the time) that sometimes conflicts with my own interest... oh well it was supposed to be used for work but I tend to forget about that at times... hehehe... a decent laptop cost up to RM 3.5K... there are cheaper ones but I'm aiming for the Lenovo Y series... good enough for a decent gaming experience as well as entertainment... i'm so sick of Dell and HPs... expensive and lame specs... Asus have some good laptops too... Acer is not bad... but that Y series specs is soooo awesome... after lenovo sales service is a bit of a worry since i never owned any IBM/Lenovo stuff before... hmm...
Happy new year... what are you going to do next year ?
High point of 2012...
Phuket... awesome place.. well the island surround it lah not the city itself...
Perhentian Island... and I thought we do not have awesome sandy beaches and crystal clear water... I was wrong
Bandung... if money is no issue i want to go again... shopping heaven...
Rockaway festival... After a long absence from the rock concert scene... I was back there again this year.. A little older and a lot less energy but enthusiastic nonetheless... the mosh pit is much more violent these day... I can't no longer survive a 12 hours concert and the chicks are a lot younger and wilder... hahahaha
I tried to sweep girls off their feet... now that's a big improvement than all the other years... since I'm not the type who tried... I just look and admire from afar... trying is for the brave.. I'm a loser... i don't try... i chickened out... hehehehe
And I did try hard to remember what did I do for last year's new year's eve... I actually can't remember at all... Where was I last year ? not just the new year's eve but the whole of last year... Did I do anything that I set out to do ? I honestly cannot answer that question... I can't even remember what did I set out to do... All I remember was 2012 was a year of disappointment and renewed hope... especially towards the end where I risked a lot of stuff in the name of trying to foster a better relation and trying to change the status of a relationship... I failed miserably but I am not too disappointed.. hey at least i tried... and I'm not done trying yet... you and me is far from over, love... not even close... my chances are slim... almost none existence... but I rather get burn than feel nothing...
So while trying to remember what did I do for last year's new year eve and chatting to a girl on whatsapp... I realize what I wanted to do this year... apart from trying to do the usual lose some weight and quit smoking...
2013 is going to be about trying (harder), I should not give up too soon or be offended by the slightest of taunts... or taking things too seriously or be too disappointed when things do not go my way... life is too short to be taken too seriously anyway... and i need to save some money... i need a new laptop... a camera but that is not too urgent... a tab (not ipad please... i hate apple products) but that's not too urgent too... the laptop is urgent... my current laptop is dying... the one that the company gave has too many stringent security protocol (though I ignore it most of the time) that sometimes conflicts with my own interest... oh well it was supposed to be used for work but I tend to forget about that at times... hehehe... a decent laptop cost up to RM 3.5K... there are cheaper ones but I'm aiming for the Lenovo Y series... good enough for a decent gaming experience as well as entertainment... i'm so sick of Dell and HPs... expensive and lame specs... Asus have some good laptops too... Acer is not bad... but that Y series specs is soooo awesome... after lenovo sales service is a bit of a worry since i never owned any IBM/Lenovo stuff before... hmm...
Happy new year... what are you going to do next year ?
High point of 2012...
Phuket... awesome place.. well the island surround it lah not the city itself...
Perhentian Island... and I thought we do not have awesome sandy beaches and crystal clear water... I was wrong
Bandung... if money is no issue i want to go again... shopping heaven...
Rockaway festival... After a long absence from the rock concert scene... I was back there again this year.. A little older and a lot less energy but enthusiastic nonetheless... the mosh pit is much more violent these day... I can't no longer survive a 12 hours concert and the chicks are a lot younger and wilder... hahahaha
I tried to sweep girls off their feet... now that's a big improvement than all the other years... since I'm not the type who tried... I just look and admire from afar... trying is for the brave.. I'm a loser... i don't try... i chickened out... hehehehe
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